I think the one thing that i always hated about writting blogs, was that half way through i would get bored.. simply for the fact that it always felt like i was writting for an audience.
maybe that made me feel like i couldn't expand my thoughts or my views to their full potential merely because i wanted to appear milder than i really am.
like for instance, the topic of sex.
i would never write about sex on an online blog because it's not something you always want to share with your entire online world..
but in reality, it's something thats on my mind almost all the time, and it really should be written about.. and not just sex, but passion, and lust, and those gasping moments when your whole world is spinning and your entire body goes numb from that one kiss...
you know that kiss?.... the one where when it's happening, and you're lips are brushing each other.. real.. slow..
it's almost like your souls are circling in and out of each other like an endless loop of total ecstasy, and you can breath each others breath.. and ironically enough, it makes your breathless and almost light headed.
i miss that.
but like this kiss and many other REAL things i fail to mention in my "blog" life, it leaves me feeling like what im writting about really has no meaning at all.
so what am i doing?
i guess all i can do is pick up from this post and write about what i'm completely passionate about and fuck the rest.
because whats the use of a juicy blog, without being thirsty for something good?
and so it begins..
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