Monday, April 18, 2011

The Lotus Symbol in Buhhdism

The lotus (Sanskrit and Tibetan padma) is one of the Eight Auspicious Symbols and one of the most poignant representations of Buddhist teaching.
The roots of a lotus are in the mud, the stem grows up through the water, and the heavily scented flower lies pristinely above the water, basking in the sunlight. This pattern of growth signifies the progress of the soul from the primeval mud of materialism, through the waters of experience, and into the bright sunshine of enlightenment.
Though there are other water plants that bloom above the water, it is only the lotus which, owing to the strength of its stem, regularly rises eight to twelve inches above the surface.
According to the Lalitavistara, "the spirit of the best of men is spotless, like the lotus in the muddy water which does not adhere to it."
According to another scholar, "in esoteric Buddhism, the heart of the beings is like an unopened lotus: when the virtues of the Buddha develop therein, the lotus blossoms; that is why the Buddha sits on a lotus bloom."
The lotus is one of Buddhism's best recognized motifs and appears in all kinds of Buddhist art across all Buddhist cultures. Scrolling lotuses often embellish Buddhist textiles, ceramics and architecture.
Every important Buddhist deity is associated in some manner with the lotus, either being seated upon a lotus in full bloom or holding one in their hands. In some images of standing Buddhas, each foot rests on a separate lotus.
The lotus does not grow in Tibet and so Tibetan art has only stylized versions of it, yet it appears frequently with Tibetan deities and among the Eight Auspicious Symbols.
The color of the lotus has an important bearing on the symbology associated with it:
  • White Lotus (Skt. pundarika; Tib. pad ma dkar po): This represents the state of spiritual perfection and total mental purity (bodhi). It is associated with the White Tara and proclaims her perfect nature, a quality which is reinforced by the color of her body.
  • Pink Lotus (Skt. padma; Tib. pad ma dmar po): This the supreme lotus, generally reserved for the highest deity. Thus naturally it is associated with the Great Buddha himself.
  • Red Lotus (Skt. kamala; Tib: pad ma chu skyes): This signifies the original nature and purity of the heart (hrdya). It is the lotus of love, compassion, passion and all other qualities of the heart. It is the flower of Avalokiteshvara, the bodhisattva of compassion.
  • Blue Lotus (Skt. utpala; Tib. ut pa la): This is a symbol of the victory of the spirit over the senses, and signifies the wisdom of knowledge. Not surprisingly, it is the preferred flower of Manjushri, the bodhisattva of wisdom.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

I don't need too much.

I am a free spirit, I am stubborn, and sometimes impossible. I am easy to love, and difficult to let go. I have strange life circumstances but they seem to work well for me. I am looking for someone who is easy going and happy, not controlling or jealous. I am looking for someone to make me laugh, and to give myself completely to, mind body and soul. I am looking for someone with the same values, same patience (which at times I may have little of) as me, and who can put up with my dizziness (while at the same time keeping me in check). I am well put together, and that is who I am looking for. Someone who will challenge me intellectually and physically.
Somebody to love :)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Just let it go.

I recently had a conversation with the Father of my baby. The man that I am living with, (sometimes sleeping with) and still have slight feelings for. It was about our relationship status, mutually agreeing upon "just being friends." And though I was the one to initiate the conversation and head it into the direction it was going, that sentence "just friends" makes me want to stomp on kittens.

I told him if he was in love with someone I wouldn't be the person to stand between that, because that's what I would expect from him. (sending good karma my way) What sucks is that I have trouble letting go, particularly with him. I am always the one to end the relationship, but when it comes to moving on, I suck. 


Today is a very big milestone for my progress in this department. I'm trying to program myself to let go. And not be jealous. Its tough.